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Deniz
34
@beruthiel
Memmingen, Germany
German
English
About Me
Here I am. Here I stand but do I really stand or is it more like crawling for my life? Maybe I am chased by demons and they already ripped away my legs so crawling is everything I can from getting away from them.
Naaah just joking. I am not haunted. Believe me. But I am in love and in a relationship which is basically the same.
I am a free spirit. It is a gift but also a burden. I am unfortunately one of those humans who disappear sometime and are just away. Sometimes I am fed up with everything and I need space. So if you want to be friends with me, be aware of the fact that I sometimes don't answer your mails right away even though I read them.
I love writing letters, so if you are really interested in being snail mail pen pals with me, than you should drop me a line. Of course first of all we have to get to know each other a little otherwise how will one of us be able to write a letter? Though I wrote a few letters to people I didn't really know and it somehow worked as well. Sometimes surprises are the best.
Writing is a way to releasing my mind. Everything I ban on paper isn't really bothering me anymore, so yes I also write stories and stuff. Of course I also write a diary. Not daily but often enough.
Sometimes I have a very strange way of thinking. It might disturb, disgust and hurt you. I say what I think that's why most people can't stand me, they aren't ready for the reality yet. I don't judge them, it isn't their fault. They have been raised to be ignorant.
Well yeah this is going out of hand right now, so feel free to drop me a line but let me decite if I want to chat with you.
Love,
Deniz
Naaah just joking. I am not haunted. Believe me. But I am in love and in a relationship which is basically the same.
I am a free spirit. It is a gift but also a burden. I am unfortunately one of those humans who disappear sometime and are just away. Sometimes I am fed up with everything and I need space. So if you want to be friends with me, be aware of the fact that I sometimes don't answer your mails right away even though I read them.
I love writing letters, so if you are really interested in being snail mail pen pals with me, than you should drop me a line. Of course first of all we have to get to know each other a little otherwise how will one of us be able to write a letter? Though I wrote a few letters to people I didn't really know and it somehow worked as well. Sometimes surprises are the best.
Writing is a way to releasing my mind. Everything I ban on paper isn't really bothering me anymore, so yes I also write stories and stuff. Of course I also write a diary. Not daily but often enough.
Sometimes I have a very strange way of thinking. It might disturb, disgust and hurt you. I say what I think that's why most people can't stand me, they aren't ready for the reality yet. I don't judge them, it isn't their fault. They have been raised to be ignorant.
Well yeah this is going out of hand right now, so feel free to drop me a line but let me decite if I want to chat with you.
Love,
Deniz
Requests
Please don't be one of those people who only write one of these "hi how are you" messages or even shorter. I only answer to those messages only if I like your picture.
No sex/flirt/relationship requests of my side.
No sex/flirt/relationship requests of my side.
Hobbies & Interests
reading, painting, observing people, cuddle my cat, be in nature, writing,
Favorite Music
Favorite Movies
Good question. I have many but I suppose my most favorite movie is Life as a house. Noone knows this movie but it's so good! It's awesome! I love it! Watched it about thousand times (not really) and I still love it! Try it!
Seven Pounds, I love it!
Harry Potter! I'm a potterhead!!! You too? I'll surely love you!
Transformers, who's not in love with huge robots fighting other robots? I mean they are awesome! Though I hated the latest movie.
Green Mile, oh God how can someone not love that man?
Forest Gump!
5 cm per second, oh God how I cried...
Blade, you'll not going to like it if you are into sparkly vampires :D
Ong Bak, awesome fighting scenes!
Revenge of the Warrior – Tom Yum Goong, oh God he was fighting for his baby elephant, how can someone not like that movie?
Fight Club, remember rule 1!
and a lot more but nothing will pop up in my mind right now!
Seven Pounds, I love it!
Harry Potter! I'm a potterhead!!! You too? I'll surely love you!
Transformers, who's not in love with huge robots fighting other robots? I mean they are awesome! Though I hated the latest movie.
Green Mile, oh God how can someone not love that man?
Forest Gump!
5 cm per second, oh God how I cried...
Blade, you'll not going to like it if you are into sparkly vampires :D
Ong Bak, awesome fighting scenes!
Revenge of the Warrior – Tom Yum Goong, oh God he was fighting for his baby elephant, how can someone not like that movie?
Fight Club, remember rule 1!
and a lot more but nothing will pop up in my mind right now!
Favorite TV Shows
I don't watch much TV.
Favorite Books
So many books I claim to call favorite. I like books by Cecilia Ahern, Carlos Ruiz Zafon, Jostein Gaarder, John Katzenbach, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, J.R.R Tolkien, several other good books by different authors of course Harry Potter is one of those books. You can always come up with a recommandation, I mostly read everything I can get so if you have a good book and want others to experience that nice story, tell me!
Favorite Quotes
When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart when that breaks it s completely silent. You would think as it s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world or even have some ... Read Moresort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain. If there is a noise it s internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It trashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That s what it looks like and that s what it sounds like a trashing panicking trapped great big beast roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that s the thing about love no one is untouchable.”
― Cecelia Ahern, If You Could See Me Now
“I knew that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.”
Basil Hallward to Lord Henry in The Picture of Dorian Gray, isn't this quote a witness of pure love? Isn't this an evidence that love exists? Was felt ages ago and it still touches everyones heart? Oh I think it is!
“Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living. You said I killed you--haunt me then. The murdered do haunt their murderers. I believe--I know that ghosts have wandered the earth. Be with me always--take any form--drive me mad. Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! It is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!”
― Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights
Can I please find a lover who is as passionate as Heathcliff is? PLEASE???
"O Captain! My Captain"
Walt Whitman
“What is called a reason for living is also an excellent reason for dying.”
Albert Camus
All You Who Sleep Tonight
All you who sleep tonight
Far from the ones you love,
No hand to left or right
And emptiness above -
Know that you aren't alone.
The whole world shares your tears,
Some for two nights or one,
And some for all their years.
- Vikram Seth
― Cecelia Ahern, If You Could See Me Now
“I knew that I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.”
Basil Hallward to Lord Henry in The Picture of Dorian Gray, isn't this quote a witness of pure love? Isn't this an evidence that love exists? Was felt ages ago and it still touches everyones heart? Oh I think it is!
“Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living. You said I killed you--haunt me then. The murdered do haunt their murderers. I believe--I know that ghosts have wandered the earth. Be with me always--take any form--drive me mad. Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! It is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!”
― Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights
Can I please find a lover who is as passionate as Heathcliff is? PLEASE???
"O Captain! My Captain"
Walt Whitman
“What is called a reason for living is also an excellent reason for dying.”
Albert Camus
All You Who Sleep Tonight
All you who sleep tonight
Far from the ones you love,
No hand to left or right
And emptiness above -
Know that you aren't alone.
The whole world shares your tears,
Some for two nights or one,
And some for all their years.
- Vikram Seth
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