Best way is to not say a word when not feeling well...it's holding silence when in need of help or in a financial crisis.
You know nothing is going to be done even if you say it right? Right?

walk 1hr at 9-10pm to get stuff together. Because I'm an idiot I don't have my own car. Forget the dangers around the place walking in because somehow I don't care whatever happens there. Anyway, who cares.

Sitting in these hours of the day with my own terrible thoughts 💭
What's on my mind? Well...
Dad
What significance do I have in someone's life
Is my life worth it
If I'm gone today, will someone feel the pinch or I'm useless around
How does it feel to be normal, being able to respond to your surroundings like everyone else does
Why do I find it hard to sleep